I’ve decided the internet sucks.

I mean, obviously it doesn’t suck, but it’s super addictive, so that’s what sucks about it.  It just steals away from so much better things in life: like sleeping enough, exercising enough, seeing friends, reading, enjoying the outdoors, playing instruments, doing art, working on personal projects, whatever the fuck.  there are just SO many more productive and beneficial things to do with one’s time.

I’m going to challenge myself to go internet-less for one whole week. That’s right.  That means no tv shows, no Facebook (no Wetopia), no tumblr, etc. 

My only exception is I’ll allow myself to use it once a night just to check my email, cause I get important messages from work and my parents.  As well as if I need, say, google directions, bus times, and essential things like that. I’ll use it as it’s meant to be used, as a tool, not as a time and energy suck. Rather than waste away my time off work in front of a computer screen this week, I’m going to spend it outdoors, reading, exercising, practicing piano, cleaning, seeing friends, etc. STARTING TOMORROW!!!

self-challenge accepted! aaaaaaaand GO!

A couple at my restaurant, the Oyster, today asked their server about me after I’d passed by their table.  I was bussing some tables near them when they called me by my first name.  I hear “Nastassja!”  and when I turned around to see it came from a customer at a table, naturally I was a little alarmed.  I just laughed at the fact they knew my name, and went over to chat with them.  Apparently when I’d passed by, they liked the fragrance I was wearing, so asked their server my name, then asked me where I got it from :P It was a LUSH fragrance, so there I was at my restaurant job, talking like I was on the sales floor at Lush, telling them about their perfumes and products :P  Doing two jobs at once, ftw! 

Bahahaha, so I lent a coworker my sheer black shirt today at my new job, and before I left for the day, she asked if I wanted it back or if I should just get it from her tomorrow.  I said I could just get it back from her tomorrow cause I didn’t want to make her strip during her shift ha….and she just joked and was like “yeah you do, just a little, admit it!”

…..yeah she has noooo idea whatsoever i’m gay. HA, I was like trying to contain my laughter on the inside.  

Honestly though, as gorgeous as the girls I work with are, they’re so not my type…I dunno what it is, but I’m just so not into straight girls, (you know, like my own appearance, I suppose). Dykes though…maaaaannn g’damn they be hawt ;)

My Lush buddies are so cool and chill, it was less than no big deal when they found out, in fact my manager like highfived me when I told him :P Buuuuttt, my coworkers at my restaurant, mehh, bleeehhh, errrrhggg…I’m less than eager to tell them. I’ve having trouble connecting with them.  Like we’re civil and nice to each other in passing, of course, but I just can’t seem to click with them. Hot, straight girls in their mid-twenties, just not the type of people I connect with typically.  Maybe someday it’ll come up, but in the mean time I don’t care they don’t know. There’s nothing to tell anyway, not like they need to know about my personal life, and other than fuckonfusion, there’s nothing to report. Ha, I’m thinking about this too much. k done.

Eeeeeeewwwwwwww

so I’ve had a dark purplish/black toe nail for about the last month or so.  I injured it somehow, and must have burst some blood vessels under the nail.  I remember it being sore and sensitive for a while, but eventually was fine, just turned black from the blood build up in the nail bed.  But NOW IT’S FUCKING COMING LOOSE. EWWWWW MY FUCK NOOOO, DON’T TELL ME IT’S GOING TO FALL OFF!  THAT’S SO FUCKING DISGUSTING!!!! AAAHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK. Right in time for summer and beach weather, when I’m going to want to run around in sandals and barefoot, I have to go and lose a nail??  It better not fucking fall off, it’ll take months and months for a new one to grow back! This is so nasty :( I’m ticked.

Spell Your Name With Musicals

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Avenue Q

Spring Awakening

Thoroughly Modern Millie

Annie, Get Your Gun

Singin’ In the Rain

Seussical the Musical

Joseph and the Amazing Technicolour Dreamcoat

Anything Goes